MISHAL IMAAN SYED - POEMS

Mishal Imaan Syed is a 17-year-old senior at Palos Verdes Peninsula High School. Her writing has been published on the LA Times and she has been recognized by Scholastic Art and Writing and Reflections Literature. She wishes to pursue medicine in combination with writing in the future.

​Prodigy

“c# minor is a healing key.”  
This is what she tells me, and it is, too  
      So velvet. Softest as the first of winter’s aubade The color of fantaisies and tonalities of remembrance,  
a minor,  
When you told me  
Guiding hands on the keys Look, this can be transposed. Translated.  
And you are not any less than her.  
Only different. A translation.  
  
But I am so close, I whisper, the insistence of a 
clipped D Major  
I was taught, gifted, a thing of fascination 
How could I lose before her?  
My mother always bowed in sujood   
For a daughter like her--
Or at least, I assumed she did, because  what mother didn’t  
didn’t ask  
  
They call this song Consolation.  
And this one, this Nocturne, written at night  
With harmonies that never quite satisfy As the stars sank because he missed her,        this woman, his country:  
Ardent longing produces the loveliest of melodies.  
  
The notes stutter and fall and so do I  
Staggered because I need this, deoxygenated Why do I long for ownership of beauty? Is it not enough for me That beauty exists?  
  
Have you ever been jealous of a story or a song?  
  
  
I was so close.  
  

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​of sisters and storms

Darling, you cower at the sobbing of the heavens
Celestial domes shatter above us, turning
Your effervescent smiles to dust.  
  
Look, darling, it’s only the universe’s cleansing  
These dulled stars cloaked by rabid lightning  
Beholding our jeweled cities, eclipsed by torrential downpour.  
  
Nightingales light the skies in streaked sapphire
Cries outstripped, unheard as they welcome
The first writhing tempest of the summer solstice.  
  
You shiver, trapped in this transcendental fugue
Whisper, 
I’m scared, the stars are falling—   
Rain churns your words, listless turns of phrase.  
  
Pandora unleashes a thousand vices above the spectral clouds Storming the atmosphere and your heart--
Darling, the skies find solidarity in your tears.  
  
My love, it is only through tempests That we unveil peace.  
  

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​Inheritance

Transient glow, the fractal smiles of
a thousand shattered moons (and suns)
Because, like veils, this child, you eclipse the day
Yet not as shadows misrender the walls, but rather
Guarding me from frigid air.
 
Detached, indifferent in your cheer. As nightingale song.
 
Nightingales always sing.
 
I house restraint. (But not always.) 
Temperate verve, choked impassion, yet— 
Converging on tears.
Brokenness is specific to me.
I do not think these things are inherited.
 
I am patterns. They appear, as you trace them,
As shifting chiaroscuro—then burning tempestuous
I hope you will mollify the rabid flames.
And your tentative touch, pale hands
    lowered lashes (reflection)
Because will you?
 
I want to know what it is like when
    even the stars conspire 
Breathing dancing, sartorial light
For you, because we are not alike, child
For some the stars are hung in contempt.
(Do they not say there are stairways to heaven?)
 
And I shall tell you that
Stars are not just flame.
They are also dust and ash and hydrogen
Imploding, subversive— 
They breathe ascending gilded stairways
For you, and so:
I will not steal your light.

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