BOBBY Z - POEMS

​​BOBBY Z is a avid writer and Blogger, also has video’s, audio’s a podcast and has Authored the Book Tales Of The Junkyard Dog. A rather abrupt and unusual Collection of Poems providing insightful and comical commentary on life, the Convergence of the past and the present, and the trails and tribulations of
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BOBBY Z THE JYD, 78 YEAR OLD VET, CANCER SURVIVOR, RECOVERING ALCOHOLIC (41 YEARS) AND ORIGINAL JERSEY CITY 50’S BAD BOY WHO TELLS IT LIKE IT IS FROM THE BELLY OF THE BEAST.

​  RELEASE ME

​DEEP INSIDE, MY VACANT DOME.
  MY MIND TURNS WEAK, AND MY BLOOD RUNS COLD.
 
  DESIRES THAT WERE ONCE ON FIRE.
  COLLIDE WITH MY EMOTIONS, AND CONTINUE TO CONSPIRE.
 
  DILUTED EMOTIONS, THAT FAIL TO APPEAR.
  LONGING FOR SOMEONE, YET FROZEN WITH FEAR.
 
  CONTEMPTIBLE THOUGHTS,THAT FLOAT THRU THE AIR.
  YOU’RE A ROUGE IN DISGUISE, CONFINED TO YOUR CHAIR.
 
  YOU SEARCH FOR JUSTICE, PLEASE RELEASE ME FROM THESE CHAINS.
  THE MAGNITUDE OF TORMENT, CONSOLIDATES THE PAIN.
 
  YOU REACH FOR THE LEVER, ALL SYSTEMS ARE GO.
  TORMENTED EXPRESSIONS,CONSTANTLY ASKING WHY IS IT SO.
 
  TORTURED MEMORIES, THAT SMOTHER YOUR FACE.
  AS YOU SLITHER INTO THE DARKNESS, WITHOUT EVEN A TRACE.
 

​REFLECTIONS 1

  SEEKING THE MEANING..OF A SENSELESS REJECTION.
 LOOKING INTO A POOL OF WATER..AND SEEING NO REFLECTION.


 NO REFLECTION..ADDS TO YOUR CONSTANT FRUSTRATION.
 FORCING YOU TO A SANCTUARY..WITH SELF ISOLATION.


SELF ISOLATION..SENTENCES YOU TO DEEP DESPERATION.
CONDEMNS YOU TO A PERIOD..OF EMOTIONAL DEHYRATION.


 EMOTIONAL DEHYDRATION..COMBINED WITH THE NEED OF A TOATL SALVATION.
MISCARRIAGES YOUR DESIRES..AND LEAVES YOU IN A STATE OF MENTAL STAGNATION.


MENTAL STAGNATION, NOW COMPLICATES ALL YOUR ATTEMPTS..
 AT ACHIEVING AN EMOTIONAL RESURRECTION.
CRYING OUTLOUD..SEARCHING FOR A MENTAL DECONTAMINATION.


A MENTAL DECONTAMONATION..SHOULD LEAD TO A FINAL INDEMNIFICATION.
 AWAITING YOUR ABILITY..TO RECEIVE A COMPLETE TRANSFORMATION.


COMPLETE TRANSFORMATION..ELIMINATING ALL DESIRES FOR ANY FURTHER SELF-HUMILIATION.
PREPARING YOU TO ACCEPT..ATOTAL REINCARNATION.


A TOTAL REINCARNATION..TO VALIDATE YOUR SUCCESSFUL REHABILITATION.
LOOKING INTO A POOL OF WATER..FINALLY SEEING A REFLECTION.

​     Driving thru town
     Someone cuts you off without a word.
     You can vent your anger.
     Just Flip them the Bird.
 
     It Prevents human contact.
     Yet stinks like a turd.
     It’s a universal language.
     Flipp’in them the Bird
 
     A way to express yourself.
     Without saying a word.
     Just look straight ahead.
    And Flip them the Bird.
 
    Flipp’in the Bird
    Not sure who was the first.
    Whoever started it.
    It will always remain as a silent curse.
 
    Have you ever been Birded.
    How did it make you feel.
    Did it make you angry.
    By someone Flipp’in you the Bird.
 
    So whenever you feel.
    That you have been slurred.
    Just sit back and smile.
    And Flip them the Bird
 

HERE COMES THE PAIN

​                                                                    MISGUIDED INTENTIONS.
                                                                      LEAVES YOU STRUGGLING INSIDE
                                                                      CONSTANTLY GOING THE WRONG WAY.
                                                                      ALWAYS ON THE WRONG SIDE.
 
                                                                      NEVER THINKING ABOUT THE RESULTS.
                                                                      ALWAYS PLAYING RUSSIAN ROULETTE.
                                                                      CAUSING HARM TO OTHERS.
                                                                      NEVER HAVING ANY REGRETS.
 
                                                                      YOU HURT SO MANY.
                                                                      NEVER THINKING OF OTHERS.
                                                                      ALWAYS STRIKING FIRST.
                                                                      MAKING SURE THAT THEY SMOOTHER.
 
                                                                      SO MUCH ANGER.
                                                                      SO MUCH PAIN.
                                                                      TAKING IT OUT ON OTHERS.
                                                                      YOU RESEMBLE A RUN AWAY TRAIN.
 
                                                                      SUCKER PUNCHING.
                                                                      YOUR WAY THRU LIFE.
                                                                      ALWAYS FLYING OFF THE HANDLE.
                                                                      CONSTANTLY CAUSING STRIFE.
 
                                                                       RESOLVE ALL YOUR ANGER.
                                                                       ITS TIME TO REFRAIN.
                                                                       YOU MUST PAY FOR YOUR DEEDS.
                                                                       HERE COMES THE PAIN.