For what you know as combination In fact, the rehab-man said smoking, mind is occasionally vertebrate a squat charmer in pose and like horns, twisty and hard, horns so full of keratin fingernails too, nails are polished in labyrinthine colours and please, a mind can be flatland cityscape as in wartime curfew without sounds and figures and all so coagulant or a mind is a mind-shaped screen fuzzed in tendrils or you understand filaments? he said, whose mouth did not smell of a phenom he had a shirt made of threads weaved in silhouettes zigzags of grey and teal blue, bit of sappy green grasses can filaments look like grasses? ichor evergreen, so inexorably fresh? grasshoppers on blades, no secret link to fail? and scary, no integument withered in eerie old wrinkles? what all stingy souvenirs? flipping blues, past is your genie bottled say time dented, say present debris sum of the cameos ruined always in combination oozes with oyster frozen in a form that people try to save, – why not? he said with a cigarette combination, not much aching, rubbles of time do it for stains to pickle my heart maybe in a day or two or three my mind finally ready to end in smoke In a mattering point of being impassionate It is not sheer doors and windows crashed open to heartbeats. It is festival, folks. Take part as the biggest part of this suspended imagination. Or I just name it like that. I only know creeps that are still waiting to be uttered, worded. Heard. Open to pages. I know I have told about everything that makes the real crowd. Heart, lungs, bloods, urine, sweats, libido, love for silent underpass, rains, deep mountains, tongues of countryside, long dreams, dewdrops frozen on my iris of rhododendron. My desperate even soul. Even my absence that can look like a sudden night spill missed by a river. Except how they all can be yours, you let’s accept it, motherI am seeing you on a portrait Watery bokeh fizzing in the backdrop And I can feel your heart spreading through the matted paper beating surreptitiously, lest the surrounding hear your life that is present only for me to get all the twilights of mind acclimatized it’s a learning, mother, worth your memory I didn’t see my mother on her death bed my sister told me it looked like a huge porcelain with bone-white moons on Mondays my sister, littler than ever, stood with me, smiling, meditating at your urn so you emerge again into the face of the lamp, shades, shadows recast in a length my sister said your heart wanted to go to a place before you selected to be continual, burst mode I try going so deep into my mother’s physical oceans wrenched off into a snapshot – you’ve safely taught a heart to surprise me now, it’s a learning, mother, worth going with days and nights out to no memories rebirthed for us In the mirrorsIn the mirror I can hear it make wispy tunes,
enjoying mistakes of saying lips my lips that I say at times lids what opens and gulps the closed – And airs that come and slow my lies to the slopes of dopes of life my rimming green around an original tree based in where birds never die in the mirror where silver leaves dry in hard glassy farmland curled to the hubbub of an asphalt water stuck in water gust, stilled gust no bigger framing skied – so why no sickle pruning all the needs ever planted in soil wetter than kisses? I have twigs broken in every mirror you always name love Maybe love in the trees, fruits are the dreams of the eternity mine
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