pend right rain my bough pend in beneath my sadness rests under my shoe for you: these hours mark days and weeks since I've known these small new things does it matter? who stamps about tramping their headlights into the breemy glim ranching and routing their stars through my eyes who clams courts and shrowders my pale house in my evening who knows these meanings kept forward and strange howling? not god, for it's not in the sky but in liquid time bend time howdered time meant full and thrilling menacing hateful loving and bright: bend my time for me break my hour for me I am chanting with my fingers to try to catch the rope in: now shout after I'm over after I've loved. now begin my ending's here inside the meaning of my hour my truth my love: wait here for me by the music don't catch the fall I can't hear it I can't hear it: (I'm falling) the bed the bone the birth roaming my shoulder ruins and slow: and now what have you for me inside the brunt crust of the gravel the shadows thick and wise all ghosts are cousins to me in these hours days and years. I will bend nothing for you I will break open for you I will listen and in listening, I will break you open too with my speech. lead me to the water and I'll mess I'll rest I'll catch my words, years who caught me too what have you now tigers and beaters and antwerps no one to love no one to beat no one to swallow no one to earn or whip or hollow no one to meet and grasp and chuckle no one who's your ruin your worth your mask your heart no one who heard you when we were dancing when I loved you. no one was worth it but you before you stopped and now I insist you look at who you have become in the last light in the first hour in the beastly repast of your million excuses in your ardor ardor for the truth that you never wanted: I kill you sounds and owls and bracelets! I break your fast on my mouth! I build everything that you are! I break knowingness into a fog and thrill you through it! I am chanting your name! I am killing your thoughts! They have always been so useless! Ever since you came away. Now: Break bread with me On your white rest and I’ll show you what it means to be beautiful regret nothing but the truth
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