ScreamI shouted, Without a sound, In the middle Of nowhere. My lungs Without air, Embracing my soul. Blindly looking Into the valley of silence. HopeYou came back Into my universe Just when it had learned To brighten without Sun or moon. When my desire Finally understood What it meant to be alone. However, my thoughts Never learned. Unconditional believers, Like a mother who believes In the goodness of her son, Knowing he just killed someone. Falling in love againWhile you talked, I listened. Observing you, With all my senses. Reading you, With my thoughts. Drawing your Feelings. Savouring the unknown. Like an actor Suffering from amnesia, I repeat my text Over and over again. While speaking, I forget, Word after word. I should forget you, But for some reason, I can’t. Half closedThe door was half open.
I knocked politely. He didn’t hear me. I insisted ,although my hand hesitated. He looked at me, but still didn’t stand up. His body was just there, sitting on the chair as if he were attached to the earth. His gaze was lost, beyond me. This image stayed etched on my memory. In these 10 seconds, the past and the future merged together. It was as if the whole room was telling me that it would be better to turn around and leave. But I didn’t, attracted to the unknown. I was lost in an endless edge fare beyond me. And I loved, before loving.
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