Lois Greene Stone, writer and poet, has been syndicated worldwide. Poetry and personal essays have been included in hard & softcover book anthologies. Collections of her personal items/ photos/ memorabilia are in major museums including twelve different divisions of The Smithsonian. The Smithsonian selected her photo to represent all teens from a specific decade. mama Folding shirts in half, I insisted do in thirds. She was helping after my second baby. Straightening the medicine cabinet arranging items by type, I complained I understood my chaotic shelf and I’d never find what I want easily. Not my way, I asserted, forgetting she loved me unconditionally, and I was acting like my teen decade but should have grown up. She, who was always ready with hugs, advice I didn’t have to take, repressed her widowhood pain that began in her forties to make everyone else’s life more comfortable, was seldom told of her value. Caring and kindness were just ‘her’, so I didn’t compliment or thank. Left with ashamed sensations after her death, releasing myself meant stripping away layers of ‘me’ until I was able to begin to forgive myself. DisillusionedI gave you patience, understanding sympathy, encouragement I offered you kindness, love tenderness, strength... Why then am I so surprised you took? Invisible Though pavement pulsates from heavy heat, and empty cups, once confining Italian ices, appear curbside, I enjoy sunshine glinting off buildings’ frameworks, Open umbrellas poke through circular tables in area skaters’ blades glide in winter. In confines of a cool store’s dressing room, I stare at formal gardens above Rockefeller Center’s complex; from the street this refuge is invisible. Pigeons loiter on air conditioning cylinders greenish with age. Like me, now... no longer resident; only my youth is native. The ache to return is camouflaged with feelings: invisible. summer 2012 SNReview ©2012 Lois Greene Stone Holes in the BottomPine box. Looked like
it should be storing tools, or be a long hope-chest for accumulating bridal linens. Except for the raised religious symbol on its smooth lid. Soil, on the shovel’s back, hesitated, reluctant to drop. Tumbling such depth, sounded like gunshot when striking its target. Mourning has become personal ©2012 Poetica
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